Dad’s Birthday

31st AUG is my DAD’s Birthday, however I am not in Thailand, so cant celebrate with him. Actually I kind of forget about it until he sent me a sms this morning. Today I woke up at 9am and was watching tv, then sms came I was “SHIT” then quickly sent back to wish him. Whole day I was at home, watching tv and slacking as usual. But just now went to LOT 1 for awhile as my mom wanna eat MAC French fries, so accompany her there. Then come back SLACK again.
I think soon I going to sleep liao, coz later needs to wake up early.

Just wanna tell everyone something, since I went Bangkok I have been dreaming something quite weird, that it kind of shock myself, y am I keep dreaming something like dat. I have no idea y I keep have that type of dreams. How should I get rid of it or is it just what my brain have been thinking of? For now been stress with lots of stuff again as a lot of thing not settle yet. When will I be able to settle everything?? So sick of having this type of feeling!!! Make me tired and just wanna run away from them ASAP. If I can settle it like NOW I think I will feel much better and pull out a lot of weight from inside me.

I now really just wanna live a peaceful life but I know I cant, that is y I really envy the people that I met in Bangkok, as they can live happily and full with joy, that is y I chose to go there and it is really my WONDERLAND. If got time I think I sure go there again, it helps me to live the life that I dream of. But it can only be in the dream I think or may be when I going to retire.

Dream Dream Dream!!!!